deep with in 2

As I sit and think about the fog that has been cleared away I still find myself pushing through even more. While still wondering about the high place and praying for the loved ones their I can't help but fall even more for the those in the low place. I miss the atmosphere up there. The smells, the sounds, the sights, the feels. Those things are down here too but it's different down here. There's so much expectation down here. Too much expectation down here as I discovered couple weeks ago. There's even more confusion as to which way the arrow points. I am not sure if I have made a wrong turn. It felt ok when I went there but now uncertainty has tried to set in. Ah this fog! The vapors that swirl down here are heavier than before. There is definetly more at risk. The more time that is spent communing is glorious and inspiring and yet daunting. Thankful for dialogue and precious time spent, knowing it all leads to where ever the end is, as long as it's in the shadow of the protector. Thankful for protector. Time is precious and does seemingly stand still both here and up there.
Here is quiet yet again. I will try to remain quiet and listen for what I can hear.