answers to the why blog

I do think I have uncovered some of the answers to the why blog.
Because I have packaged love. I make people bow down to the idols I have made out of love. I try to make people act and believe my blurred vision of love. perhaps my view of love is not the way love looks or is at all. You betchya it's not! My vision and version of love and the packages I have put love into have to be put at the foot of the cross, put on the cross and crucified. So that I can receive Daddy God's TRUE LOVE.
I have watched the movie princess bride now 2 times. There's some kind of signifigance in that. prior to this season I have been very anti-romantic, lovey dovey, ooey gooey love story, fantasy, fairy tale movies, stories and dreams. I've called them propaganda, lies fed to us as children.
hmmm... packages....
"as you wish Daddy, as you wish"